Wednesday, May 7, 2008

WTF?

okay.. so this might look a little too shallow.. but the hell with it.. you don't know much how this affects me..

tae.. what right do you have to remove me from your friends list? and no.. not featured.. you never cared enough about me to put me there anyway, right? anyway.. tek! I have done everything I could to keep this relationship we have at a friendly level.. no matter how much pain you inflicted on me! I did my best.. damn it.. ikaw pa yung may ganang iwan ako? ikaw nanaman yung magwa2lkout?? sa tingin moh, sino ka ba?! just because I submitted myself to each and everyone of your stupid requests you think you can just keep stepping on me?! Never again.. Never Again!!

what.. you think just because of your position right now, you know what's wrong and right? I can tell you right now that you're no holier than I am!! you think you're doing the right thing by hurting me so much? what the hell happened to your Philosophy huh? nag-iisip ka pa ba?! you should know that two wrongs don't make a right.. and you sir, have done so many wrong things I can hardly believe that you still think you're in the right!

tama sila.. mahirap magmahal ng isang taong hindi marunong magmahal! I loved you.. so much so that I stopped loving myself.. I gave you everything.. now I want everything back.. everything.. it all meant something to me.. I wanted them to mean something to you too..

but you've proven to me that you're nothing more than just an insensitive little prick who could care less.. you never really cared.. you just toyed with my emotions.. and used me to pass your time.. anu yun? kung kailangan moh koh, lalapit ka? tapos pag ok ka na, wala na rin akohng halaga? I'm worth more than that! more than you could ever imagine, and more than you'd given me credit for..

maghintay ka lang.. I'll prove it to you.. I'll prove to you just how worthy I am after all!